went to bramlett's talk on queer crash test dummies/if only i were cute, thin, and hadn't flunked basic gender training. it was good. i wish i had asked more questions but it was encouraging that i wasn't the only one who didn't look like a classic sweet faced baby dyke. flashback memory lambda youth conference...out of over 300 people i was the ONLY one with hair longer than my shoulders. bwa ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.

there are so many vagina interests! it is so heartwarming!

kevin t called tonight which was great and weird, he never calls. unless i'm in raleigh-town fly stizyle. and i also got a sweet email from kevin n about possibly helping build/being a part of his alternative family structure. BOO-=ya! one day for sure but there are still some individual heart things i'd like to experience/figure out. hmmm

2 naked ladies on horses

forever on guitar

harmonic chord-melody on blue bossa.

i totally smoked this stupid hippie's ass on performance date

TOMORROW NIGHT dance concert! i will dance my throbbing heart out! i rule! actually i don't cause i keep forgetting my steps but a mi no me importa, me parece muy rica haciendo los trozos que hago MUY BIEN. por una gringuita.

xtina innocent face with power brewing right behind

bone bone bone. like monologues not bone thugs. they're all dead except for like one anyway, right? isn't one still alive? when i was working at woodfin elementary this man came into my 3rd grade class to talk about safety around the train tracks and how not to play near trains, and all i could think of was that bone thugs video for crossroads, their one sentimental single, and how the dude's 'fro was blowing in the train wind.

lord almighty am i going to this SOA protest? who knows. am i prepared to skip out on soa after 4 yrs plus of good times and shit? i guess if it's to finish that fucking thesis goddamn motherfucker sonofabitch cocksucker.

ahhhhhhh wilson pickett's hey jude.

ok hasta mañana o algo. mándenme besitos de suerte por el concierto mañana!